Dear Diary..

Pa! How are you? It has been 92days since you have left us! I'm still sad about it! You are the only one who know how i feel and the one who will listen to what i say! I'm sorry for making you angry at times and also miss the food you cook for us! Pa if i have a chance to make you come back! I promise you i will be the best son you have and everything i do i will think of you! I know you are very proud of me for doing the SAF50 parade and i also know you tell gugu they all you very happy! Pa will you come back and visit us if you can anot? I really miss you alot! I'm sorry for making you angry at times. I miss you alot! Looking back the picture you enjoy with us at Thailand! I really miss those times! I wanted to bring you to different countries but nw i cannot do anything about it! I hope you will go to the places you always wanted to go! Pa this is the last family photo we took together this year! And you really enjoy the cake i buy for mummy! And also the cake i buy for you during your birthday! I know you like this cake! But you find it expensive but nw i wan to buy cake for you also no more chance already! Pa i really hope you are happy at the other world! Ah ma ah gong er gu and li peh will pei you! I will always love you papa! When i save enough money i will put you at gong ming shan let you stay at aircon room and stay at high floor! I cannot sleep because i think of you and ah gong alot! Still remember you go cut hair and take pic at amk hub yourself cause you wanted your passport to look very nice! It was a very nice picture taken! Pa i really really miss you alot! I will take care of mama and baby for you de! I will make sure they are good! Dun worry okay papa! 

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